Showing posts with label pregnancy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pregnancy. Show all posts

Saturday, October 22, 2016

16 weeks Pregnant


I admit I have been slacking on the belly pics. I am really going to do my best to do them during this pregnancy. 

Since this is my 4th pregnancy (1 stillborn at 25 weeks, 1 healthy baby boy and a miscarriage at 11 weeks) I am taking this pregnancy pretty slow. I just finally unpacked and hung up my maternity clothes. I honestly would love to not even put a nursery together until after the baby arrives but rumor has it Rob is deploying right after the baby is born for 9 months so it makes more sense to prepare and get things together before April. 

This pregnancy has been pretty good, besides being nauseas all the time. I am taking blood thinners (baby aspirin and lovenox shots) to help with the autoimmune diease (antiphospholipid syndrome) I have. I also use my fetal heart doppler religiously. The baby's heartbeat is usually high 150s unless he/she is sleeping and it is in the 130-140s. He/she sure likes to move a lot. It gets harder each night to get a good reading since he/she swims away. 


Wednesday, August 31, 2016

We are pregnant!!!

We have some wonderful news to share!

Rand is going to be a BIG BROTHER!
It terrifies me to share this today, I feel vulnerable and scared... yet, I have always felt led to share my story. Praying for a healthy baby come April 2017


Thursday, September 17, 2015

Another Loss

Well it happened... we lost our baby :( I went in for an 11 week check up and found out our baby no longer had a heartbeat. What really added insult to injury was that Rob is stuck TDY for two months so I had to go through this alone. I opted to passing the baby and everything at home with drugs instead of a D&C. I have had AMAZING support here and am so thankful for such caring and loving friends. One of my friends even moved in for a couple days to help keep an eye on me and take care of Rand while it all happened. 

3 years ago, in April 2012, I had a stillborn. I delivered my daughter, Addilyn Elisabeth at 25weeks. I went in for a regular 25 week check up and saw my lifeless daughter on the ultrasound screen.


Now here I am, with 2 losses under my belt. My punch card has 2 to many and I am just lost. Why does this happen? What did I do wrong? Why me? I have been running so many questions through my head and have no answers. You  never think you will be the 1 in 4 to lose your baby but it happened, twice.



Thursday, August 13, 2015

Our next adventure begins...


Yes, this is a pregnancy announcement! 
We are thrilled (and definitely shocked!) when we found out we are expecting! I went to see my doctor for other reasons (my pcos) and she did some blood work to see where my hormone levels were at. A few hours I got a call from her saying I was pregnant! I called Rob immediatly and told him the news. We were both in shock and could not believe this amazing news! Now we just need to get news on when we will be moving back to the States. We are praying we get to stay another year so my two best friends (who are doulas) can help deliver our new baby. 

I got this adorable]passport print out here.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

my growing baby bump

Now that I am home from being in the hospital for a week, I had time to edit my monthly belly pics. Thanks to my tripod and fancy camera remote, I was the model and photographer. Now I have to think of something clever for Rand's monthly pics.

I have been blessed with a wonderful and healthy pregnancy and love that I have been able to capture my growing belly in these pictures. Shortly after I took this last picture my water 
broke and we headed to the hospital to have our baby boy, Rand :) here is my post about my bundle of joy :)

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Hello World!

on Wednesday, April 24, 2013 at 8:14pm CET our little schnitzel, Randolph Charles was born weighing in at 7lbs, 5 oz and 22in long. It was quite the endevor but was well worth it! I I ended up having an emergency c-section after being in labor for over 26 hours.

Rand's Birth Story
All day Tuesday, April 23 I was at the Landstuhl Regional Medical Center getting a NST and meeting my midwife and my birthing group. I finally got home with Rob around 4pm and went outside to take a 37 week pregnancy pic. As I walked up the stairs to come inside I felt like I peed myself. I felt it again on and off that next 15-20 minutes. I told Rob but didm't want to go back to the hospital incase I really did pee myself, lol. My sister finally convinced me to call L&D and they told me to come in and get checked. I started to panic a bit because we were not ready nor packed but I honestly thought we would be back home in a couple hours anyway because I just hit 37 weeks. We arrived around 5:30pm and after getting checked into L&D and getting in a room, I was tested to see if it was my water that broke. After what felt like hours of waiting, we found out that my water did in fact rupture and we were there to stay. 

I was put on pitocin to kick start my labor since I was not dialated at all BUT was taken off it a few hours later at the next shift change because not enough nurses were on staff to check in on my progress. At 12:30am I was at 8cm. Rand was facing up so I was feeling a lot of back pain even though I got an epi. At 6pm the shift changed and I got a new doctor who seemed to actually pay attention to me. She gave us an hour to see if I would progress anymore with the potocin they just put me on an hour prior. I was having contractions every 2 minutes. A little after 7pm they decided I would go in for a c-section. Rob got in his scrubs and we were getting ready to go in... this is what felt like an eternity. At this point I had it and was screaming and crying because I could no longer take the pain. At 7:45pm they rolled me away to have my c-section. All I remember was not being able to breath shortly after I got my spinal tap and then waking up in ICU to hear one of the nurses say "congrats on your baby boy." Rob was downstairs with Rand in NICU. Because of the complicated birth Rand had a small infection and low blood sugar. I had to wait a few more hours in ICU before I got moved to Mommy/Baby. I was still pretty drugged up but I remember the nurse handing me my little baby boy and being able to nurse him as soon as he was in my arms. I was so tired but I just wanted to stare at my beautiful son. 

Here are some pictures from that day. 
 getting ready to go in for a c-section
Rob got all ready to go in with me but I ended up having a reaction from the spinal tap and had to be put under. Poor guy had to wait outside in the hall.
 Luckily Rob was keeping an eye out for our baby, else he would of missed 
seeing Rand getting wheeled to the nicu.


 After 6 hours after I had Rand, I finally get to meet my baby boy



tired daddy and mommy