Well it happened... we lost our baby :( I went in for an 11 week check up and found out our baby no longer had a heartbeat. What really added insult to injury was that Rob is stuck TDY for two months so I had to go through this alone. I opted to passing the baby and everything at home with drugs instead of a D&C. I have had AMAZING support here and am so thankful for such caring and loving friends. One of my friends even moved in for a couple days to help keep an eye on me and take care of Rand while it all happened.
3 years ago, in April 2012, I had a stillborn. I delivered my daughter, Addilyn Elisabeth at 25weeks. I went in for a regular 25 week check up and saw my lifeless daughter on the ultrasound screen.
Now here I am, with 2 losses under my belt. My punch card has 2 to many and I am just lost. Why does this happen? What did I do wrong? Why me? I have been running so many questions through my head and have no answers. You never think you will be the 1 in 4 to lose your baby but it happened, twice.
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